It suddenly struck me how stupid ive been
thinking that one day i would be seen.
Revolving around you with all of my heart,
deep down knowing that one day we'll part.
i always pushed all nagging thoughts away,
Just so i could have one more day.
i pieced my broken heart over and over again,
but this time i just stare at where its lain.
Maybe i hope ill end up being numb,
Maybe i wish that day would quickly come.
But all i know now is I wanna run away,
Run away and then keep you at bay.
It seems like the only way to let you go,
is to hide from you and then stay low.
Slowly forgetting that i love you,
And banishing all hopes that you might love me too.
*coughs* COPYRIGHT!! haha.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
ive been inactive on this blog for too long that i dont know what to write. haha. i feel like im obligated to write something long but normally the more you wanna think about what happened the past few weeks, the more you will draw blanks. its like the mechanism of explicit memory has suddenly been choked. haha. paiseh. been studying too much cognitive psych till my brain is like filled with neuropsychology mechanisms, central executive, visuospatial sketchpad and blah blah blah. haha. set a goal to finish 129 pages and i read about 53 pages today. wow. im not even halfway through and i have other stuff to do! okay. recess week dont feel like it. haha. but im still happy with how my recess week is going.
lovely study sessions, wonderful meetups! haha. especially best friend surprise birthday celebration last friday, haha. it was hilarious. we collaborated with her smu friends. blindfolded her and walked around the outskirts of smu till the room was decorated enough. gosh. cute best friend even thought we were at cathay!! haha. anyway, i think it was nice having so many groups of her friends in one single room. i miss the days when such a cosy atmosphere was felt and a whole lot of people were there for me. haha. i really miss having a fixed class. rahh. the chocolate cake was really nice!! yay :) then best friend, pei hui, hanger, char, rach, and ks and me went manhattan to eat! wooo. long time never step in there. ive been craving fish and chips either from there or fish and co. haha. i think other places are not as nice. loved the food!! :) and heh heh, talked and caught up, cam-whored and everything :) after much relentless persuasion, i uploaded about 53 pictures onto facebook. yes FACEBOOK. haha. i haven stepped into that place since last year. THERES JUST TOO MANY APPLICATIONS THERE! dont like that place. :( haha. i spent a whole morning just uploading stuff and managing my facebook account.rahhh.
today went to eat lunch with hanger and alana at swensons! haha. goshh.been spending too much money these days. must budget the next few days. haha. :) love you bim bim and bo bo. you pok head. I AM NOT BIMBO. haha. you 2 combine is so not me. :p
yesterday after a day of studying with shang, :) went to meet hanger, best friend and pei hui for dinner! we wanted to go newton circus to eat first but it was closed down. haha. so we went new york new york instead. ehh i first time go!!! the spring chicken was very tender. haha. but we whacked so fast that we had to order another one. hmm. the waffles with chocolate ice cream was nice but i still think its tad a bit over-priced. :) hmm like the little place we sat at though. like very private and exclusive to ourselves though hanger had a hard time getting the waitress attention. WHAHAHHAA. looks like hanger charm only works for aunties ehh? :D we wanted to eat half price cakes at cartel but rahhh. the raffles city branch closed down, renovation for macs. soo weird. macs at such a small corner? hmm. anyway, ended the day by chilling at esplanade river there. romantic :)
checklist of stuff to do :
1. discuss finish econs presentation ( which im doing now)
2. complete TR2201 ppt presentation
3. finish reading cognitive psych textbook
4. do cognitive psych term paper
5. do SEA essay
6. study for econs test
* RAHHHHH. HALF OF RECESS WEEK IS OVER! but actually im not very stressed yet. :) the evidence being that my hair is still untouched :)*
V day was lovely. :)
im happy. really. plus, my dining table is so much brightened. i appreciate everything. :Dthe rest of the week is packed full of activities! :) tomorrow i have project discusssion, then hanging out and playing games. friday study day! then sat and sun i got tuition in the MORNING. ohh my gosh. burn my weekends like that. HOW TO SLEEP IN!! its recess week know!!!! never mind. haha. i wont complain so much since i have like a 3 day week.
dont kill me. different faculty ahh different faculty. :) and on sunday night, going for rachel's musical! haha. looking forward to that! :) and meeting up with the guys again :) loves!
okay. i gotta wrap up my econs discussion i hope. die. im sleepy already. haha.
